Beef Stew

beef_stew @ 2006-04-30T15:06:00

2006-04-30T05:09:19Z

how could i let him hurt me so much, apparently it was there but i never saw it i allowed myself to fall and now im falling further. how can he get up and walk away, this day may nearly have taken over yesterday in sheer pain. i did i manage to my heart ripped out and shat on without even seeing any flashing signs, i want someone to hold me forever and say nothing, sometimes nothing needs to be said

beef_stew @ 2005-11-16T14:00:00

2005-11-16T03:01:04Z

what the hell do you study for japanese i mean wha? help me someone

beef_stew @ 2005-07-27T21:05:00

2005-07-27T11:05:38Z

nobody can kill this buzz........

sah... actually you all can

beef_stew @ 2005-06-03T22:12:00

2005-06-03T12:22:59Z

its weir,d this is liek the first time ever i feel like writing i just want to write and write everything down but the truth is i still have nothing to say. i suppose i could go on froever and for once i am not actually caring about any typing mistake si make very rejuvenating as is walking, i might take up walking alot even though mainly because it is a procrastination against all the study i ahve to do which is alot. i wnat to know how people delved there first examies but i think you are all out which does not surprise not that we talk anyway i am drifting drifting away but driftiung in general like a little molecule and some bniology stuff. driving to school today past park saw lize and scar there mum thought i wnated to stop and take them to school we nearly ran peter rowsthorn over in a car proceeding with peter and i waving weirdly out the window. and saw megs and yelle dout window. my things here says that my people wouldve had art, music and pe each your respective realms. and mine italian i guess. was ghood and bad easy and hard and i dont know cause itll probably be out of about 10 which means losing one mark shatters itd won, i ahte that. new news i just found out kris is with jes now, which is nice wouldve assume dthatd skimp as well though. though i dont know what my relationship with jes is at the moment, i feel as if even from my breakdown last eyar she doenst kow how to deal with me so doenst. this rant is very calming, i should be more worried about biol but i dont know even though i probably wont ace it i am not that worried about it english is scaring me out the window cause i ahve lost my english edge, sometimes i can write well but lately especially on schlindler i have just had an enlgish brain meltdown. i wnat people to come to peters, but i feel its dismissed i dont know wwhat im thinking there in fact im going to stop here.

beef_stew @ 2005-01-07T20:12:00

2005-01-07T09:26:56Z

hello i aam at subway
subway rocks my jocks but not as much as tavis wooOOOOoooOOOO~\

~I aM tHe CoOlEsT~

$42.10

im sorry guys if you are all out having a good time without me tonight because i am stuck here and welcome home jes and many sorrow to the going away of iezobelle` but you shall return along with our darling megsy who we still love you

we need to have a massive partay and get busy!! *does the movement*... yes you all know what i mean and by you i mean at least leslie ska and stephy

*kisses*

me

beef_stew @ 2004-12-02T19:54:00

2004-12-02T08:58:24Z

well its over
but i actually feel really weird like free
doenst make a differnece to me anyway really as i never saw him but too many committments will do that to ya
ok sonow we need to move on because after all these weeks im... restless

beef_stew @ 2004-11-20T19:10:00

2004-11-20T08:14:35Z

i ahte him sturpid trud he doenst even care doesnt even make an effort its been liek weeks now and i,, errgggh hes annoyuing seems like everyw eekend im like hey what are you doing and hes just like schmeh sleeping studying watching movies with friends why dont you even give a fuck why is it you ahve so many communication problems i sometimes think your niot even looking at me and that you struggle to is it that hard i just wnat...

beef_stew @ 2004-10-27T11:28:00

2004-10-27T01:29:17Z

it almost saturday

imm so excited i think this weekend may possibly bring much joy to all and megan i lied you will be my favouritst on monday

woot~

ooh shopping yay

k

2004-10-19T07:14:51Z

been major upset mo lately, but its not all times, it just comes over me and the floodworks happen id say it was hard to explain it but i know what gets to me, i dont feel as if i am part of that any more, the three of us from long ago, they always have each other and now they have all these other times as well and im just not there anymore, like a third wheel, but it all comes back to that power she has over me and the fact i know i am the extra wheel with them and their bond. but lately it has all gotten to me many things she says and does have brought me to tears, possibly all stemming from her talking about leaving, i probably dont have real issues in fact i feel it may all be jealously particularly of him, i dont know him i only met him once...
the littlest things have broken me, like a snap or not saying hello or them leaving to do their own thing, i want... too much

beef_stew @ 2004-10-09T00:24:00

2004-10-09T07:24:47Z

where have all the good times gone?

beef_stew @ 2004-10-08T02:17:00

2004-10-08T09:18:23Z

you guys are cool

ahh my arse cleavage

2004-09-20T09:58:12Z

man adelaide was the biggest borefest in the world, dont get me wrong i love that place but i sat with grandparents for 3 days straight. there was teh footy club bash but knowing noone and having them all 14 or 26 doenst really help. however it did sweat up my arse cleavage like a mofo and now i yearn for the beach and grass frollicking and all the summery things i have done in 10 months. there are 3 things i need to do these hols 1. is beach up my arse and other such funs. 2. is shop cause i am moneyed up but things to a minimal. and 3. other than find myself AGAIN i think i went missing somewhere near tailem bend, is find everyone i suffer separation anxiety but need something special.
what are you doing tomorrow? general question i think most are away. i wnat some one on one time with you thoughor some small groupage, i need some bondage.,..ahh fuck... not that.... well some d&m bonding and i need it now.
love to all
peace

shh calm yourself, and agree its probably hormones

2004-09-14T06:14:21Z

ellen like others enjoys talking in third person

ellen had another breakdown surprising the second in 5 days, at least ellen and lize got to leave maths at 2 and chill then paint and return at 3 15, a lesson well skipped. ellen told her alot, alot she thought she wouldnt actually say and probably wasnt accurate. worried jes, it means alot to me that she knew and i dont know if im going to be able to explain to her as coherantly as i did this afternoon and probably fuck ellen over and get the ellen has no problems and i cant help response. but its true my problems are not terrible infact my problems are your (plural) problems so it is really not ellen who needs the help.
ellen just needs everyone but she needs them to need ellen
period

the morning after

2004-09-06T01:57:02Z

go chelt!
well big night on all counts but im a little ashamed, i mean stu is a nice guy and it took for ever to actually get him but then things got nasty in the spa and i hardly remember how it all went down. shame ellen shame

beef_stew @ 2004-09-03T09:00:00

2004-09-02T23:15:39Z

english, miss dorian tried to get us to work, said we were bored within the first 5 minutes "do whatever you wnat" maths circus erupts.... and there was much rejoicing
eri got her tongue pierced im so jeal i want one
it cains like a bitch tho, but eris sooo hot! like omg, i so want her, shes jus amazing! if the world was like eri... it would b great!!
yes eri you are vunderbra!!
anyway on a serious note, what am i talking bout i dont hve one yay!
pfft im meant to be going out with raph tonight who wnats in?
hes short so im not a fan and i think i wnat to be with joel.... ^:S... thats one of them eyebrow raised smilies
how is everyone, you all seem alright latelyand im lovin it, if anyone has any issues im here but i think its smooth this week
katj hows erol i know its ll gone to shit but can you deal? havent seen you much this week so lets have a cruise bitchen
jes seriously why did you put sugar sugar on my cd, some sort of sick joke?
hokay i need to do something wild, what can you suggest, yep thats right wild
mikes moved and im worried he'll probably njust sit and eat, he wont like being alone, apparently he was sad and scared last night and i know hes gotta be able to do thngs for himself but hes not an intrapersonal person
man these headphones suck
whats up for everyones weekend and have ended up working tomorrow night but i deal cause i know someone has to do it and one sat night every couple of months i can deal with
going to adelaide first w/e of the hols but driving up and driving back and its only for a w/e so better be worth it, i wnat to spend more time there, i love it and i really wnat to go back. if i was rolling in the dough maybe.... lets go on a w/e trip there one time, its only like $80 or so by bus, is anyone in? and i know you alkl wnat to ransack folds house but guys we dont know wherethat is?
give me some love people, cause you are my pussy posse and i love oyu and wnat some love. HUG ME
i wnat a tv embrace...
i am still in the life is grand mood right now, nothing is bothering me and hasnt been like all week
spring carnival was actually sooooo good and ska the whale was cute, well i liked it, soo true izl, i mean we had a hella crap maths test in the morn and the entire world failed but it didnt seem to matter and thats what i love about everything, but now we have the application next less and i ahve a feeling athst going to be hella crap the last one was, i mean who goes to mars on a parabola really!
and i have serious cheat sheet deficiencies, i cant do them and even if i include the entire world i never have what i need so dont use them my one this time is basically a big picture of teh formula, how will that help
i think ill maths circus cause i ahventy been there in like an eras worth of time and ro is making it look fun
things between bards and i haver become really weird, we've decided taht we are mates but are both the only people in the world who amke each other soooo angry we wnat to bash their head against a wall is that healthy? preferably a brick wall of course maybe with spikes so it fucks them up as well as causes them serious brain damage
anyhoo lots of love and nutso dancing
ellen

four score and seven years ago....

2004-08-30T09:28:36Z

something random happened at gettysgurg but we dont talk about taht seeing as it is one of the largest snore fests to come across with perhaps the exception of wesleys kagura..ZzZzZzZ... oh wait sorry i fell asleep at the thought
once again i am back to living life for everything it possesses, i mean i am always happy but there are times when i get this feeling like now when i kow everything will be good and i just want to go out and live it even if it is under a tree in the sun with a blue heaven milkshake and a controversial novel. of course all my usual anxieties are still there the ones i often worry about but they are mainly my little annoyances and self pitied issues i possess and there is are perhaps two people who could guess what they are and again i want to forgive myself for that, but back to my extreme contentment.
izl fo shizzle, no wait that doenst work ill go back to isa as it is directly derived from its origins, i am continually blessed and amazed at your presence within the group and love it all the more, i fear for my own safety what wouldve happen if you hadnt wished the pleasure of your company upon us and think after a few hiccups it has been beneficial to the group dynamics though i ahve experienced interesting anticipations.
man am i gonna do those ones where i address them to everyone i think i will continue in that fashion
snuffy... basically no one knows except me that if it ends in a 'y' thens its generally eliza but snuffy is a new one. sweet self absorbed snuffy, smile like no one is watching cause i reckon if they do then youll stop , you have all you need in your tight little hand *note hidden cryptic message but taht very hardly relates to what i would be trying to say*
megs i love you to absolutely pieces though if i try harder you might actually become pocket sized though there will be too many too carry around so i'll just take the best bits, and i dont need a preview of you rack everytime mine feel inadequate though they are very nice... yes dear
ska... be emancipated and it wont be as bad as it seems i see you and smile but only when you smile back at me and i can see it in you
katj, keep me updated cause i care beyond all belief and dont let yourself get afraid because your hand will heal but the wall will not,
jes... i ahve more to say to you then anyone else but never will and always will in everyday. you are the one that reads and reads deep, and i think you ahve updated your ellen volume of the greatest encyclopaedia of all time, you often give me answers to questions i never ask but you anticipated, you wont be broken cause no one has the strength but consider the rest
read between the lines but the lines oyu are reading between are doubtful to ahve lines between them
that is all
tune in next time for anotehr epic tale
i want to say mor ebut this is not my diary it is a post and its against the law to say it aloud

beef_stew @ 2004-08-20T23:09:00

2004-08-20T13:12:05Z

erg its all going downhill and im saddened cause all the people i was looking forward to seeing have bailed, and i think i am so upset because one of them was dan and i am slumming so much right now, the ratio m,ight still survive but it could be possible the tara to me ratio wont and i am soo sad i think im going to cry

beef_stew @ 2004-08-16T20:08:00

2004-08-16T10:09:21Z

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMORRY AND I CAN CRY IF I WANT TO.... BUT I WONT WOOT~

beef_stew @ 2004-08-03T19:16:00

2004-08-03T09:23:32Z

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it work ex is officailayy one of the most horrible things ever, its me and one lady whi hs nothing for me to do as the place DOES NOTHING and now we've finished 10 hours of envelopes i have 0 to do and is just dishing off any meanial jobs that are full child labour and finally another work guy showed up walks in im in his chair he does not acknowledge me what so ever they go in the other room ahve large jap discussion which all i hear is year 10 and then she comes out and tells me i need to get out of his chair i dont think he was angry but i dont like how he deliberately ignoired me i actually felt as if he was racist against me cause i was young and western, meh i was just so bored and upset about how much it sucks, when i saw mum i cried literally cried alot cause i hate it so much, there is nothing i can learn about the workforce whatso ever all they seem to do is organize viewings of 'waterboys' i spent about 2 hours after lunch doing nothing then replaced all the letter heads on their other envelopes cause they changed addresses, i am sick of it sick of it. and girls wont be on train in morning cause i dont start till midday thank god man i wnat it to be over and i wanna be adelaide, and all i really need is friendly interactions with many people i cant stand its being so lonely, its as if they just wnat to get her out of the way, why cant they DO SOMETHING

snore fest

2004-07-27T11:12:37Z

careers night... 9.07pm
howd it go, i hope all you guys know what you want to do with your life cause i am still sitting at arts/law diploma of modern languages 7 yrs course with 0 back ups for the 999900000000000 score you need.and it sucks
i also feel i ahve too much of undeveloped style and need to go serial shopping with a wad of cash in hand but man i need shoes as main priority.
science test sucks, passed but i always hate how i reckon they're wrong and my answer is right cause when i get it legitimately wrong i am fine with it but its always the questions i must cause anarchy over because i dont understand why its wrong.
god damn it

and here we go....

2004-07-26T08:29:57Z

as appears to be the habit from major boredom and procrastination to science study i shall also recount my day even though it lacks major interest

upon school arrival miss dorian stares at my hair for well over a minute literally and i am confused on whether she lieks it or not cause being her she is very un alternative
the jap which was just jap and ms devine told me to extend more and shut the hell up and the stared at her
then science man i really gotta study
history is continued to mainly be taken up by minties and meditation and seeing god and grace cryin cause mr wans told her to stop fiddling and snore fest but good to catch up with ol amz amz shes an interesting girl, lunch time was also "HEY LETS NOT SCIENCE STUDY" whichll probably be the case in the next hours
katj and i had a quality hug today, felt good but is there anything we can do?
we had pe crciket in the cold inetersting cause i took german girl under my wing and shed never hardly heard of cricket before and had a fairly accurate opinion of its excitement, then i found out carly who was her only friend, is hardly without german girl noticing being a complete bitch to her cause she cant handle explaining to her and whatnot and i was surprised cause carly was \really unice
anyway i have dinner so best be off for now
th-th-th-th-thats all folks

beef_stew @ 2004-07-25T18:09:00

2004-07-25T08:11:02Z

oh man what can i do to make it not between the lines miserable, tell me how to help rather than having to read how you feel and not know what to do....

beef_stew @ 2004-07-25T18:03:00

2004-07-25T08:09:40Z

why do i have a problem with it, is it that i am that self centred and need something for me, im sick of feeling this way and i gotta tell myself to shut the hell up you dont need it, but i cant seem to find that level of depth and i really wnat that, i cant seem to reach it with any of them and i feel so shallow...
on another note i think ima gonna be like my mother and as much as i love her i really dont want that.

what was i thinking... boredom

2004-07-18T10:21:41Z

1. Male or Female? female
2. Favourite colour? blue
3. Favourite food? mexican
4. Celebrity crushes? theres gotta be heaps of them but im not one to obsess
5. Hair colour? naturally mousy brown dark blonde... i think
6. How old are you? 15
7. How much do you weigh? 58kg
8. Do you like rock music? yes i do on occasion
9. Have you ever broken something and blamed it on someone? yes i have
10. What did you dream about last night? who knows probably some erotica style thing
11. Britney or Christina? britney
12. Cakes or cookies? cakes
13. KFC or McDonalds? mcdonalds
14. Do you want a tattoo? yes but too chicken
15. Have you ever tried voodoo? considered it
16. Do you wish you were thinner? just lose the bit of love handles and ill be happy
17. What is the time right now? 7 50
18. Have you got a pet? 2
19. What’s worse falling over in front of your crush or breaking wind in front of them? breaking wind definatly
20. Have you got a piercing? ears twice and belly button
21. Describe yourself in three words- ellen june mcgettigan
22. Do you believe in aliens? well there is definately something out there scully
23. Do you believe in ghosts? considered it but to generalise no
24. Do you like Halloween? hallowhat? kidding, never done it being aussie and all
25. How many teeth are in your mouth? enough
26. Can you sing? thats everyone elses opinion, i will sing, but its best to watch your ears as they may bleed
27. Do you like playing dare games? if im game
28. Are you a liar? i will lie if the occasion calls for it
29. Have you got drunk before? yes.
30. Have you got a religion? raised catholic but a skeptic
31. How many fingers am I holding up? 8 no 11!
32. Can you roll your tongue? yes i can
33. What’s your favourite sport? to play? footy or random fun stuff
34. What’s your favourite flavour ice cream? spearmint choc ribbon
35. Do you have any fillings in your teeth? no
36. Can you send this survey to hundreds of people by email? no that improbable
37. Would you ever go outside in your pyjamas? yes obviously
38. Could you tell me your sizes of shoes and clothes? 9shoes, varies 8-12
39. Do you think self labelling is wrong? does that mean aspiring to be a stereotype?
40. Do you have anything which makes you individual? i assume so you tell me
41. Do you smoke? no
42. How old is your mother? 46
43. What was your favourite toy when you were a child? cuddles
44. What is your favourite band? varies
45. What did you get for Christmas? lots of things
46. Have you got a phobia? im scared of stuff but nothing erky, huge life steps maybe
47. Do you bitch about anyone and if so who? hyeh, varies, random angry things
48. What is the worst form of punishment you could think of for a murderer? i dont know maybe the crucio curse but pity that doenst exist
49. Have you got a wrong or right answer? duh im always right
50. Heard of The Darkness, this great band from England? yes i have heard of the darkness, i do like them quite lots
51. Do you wear glasses? course not
52. Have you got a boy/girlfriend? pfft not anymore.... shortass
53. Have you got an enemy? you're coming pretty close
54. Favourite film? varies
55. What’s your saying? this week? "oh man" but thatll change
56. Can you count to 9,737,859 (nine million, seven hundred and thirty seven thousand, eight hundred and fifty nine)? yes if i was as bored as i am now
57. Do you have a habit? probably
58. Can you describe your bedroom? meh purple bed
59. What kind of shampoo do you use? at the mo edward beule
60. Sick of chain letters? fwah
61. Do you have any qualifications? no
62. Could you tell me any joke? come round to my joint and we'll tell each other heaps of jokes
63. What’s your favourite fragrance? males... preferably clean ones... but you knoiw that smell
64. Do you like comedy movies? i do
65. Do you get stressed? yes
66. What is 689,689 multiplied by 2? 1379378
67. Do you have any hobbies? meh
68. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? harry potter
69. Can you tell me what question 17 was? whats the time now
70. It was "what’s the time" what is the time now? 20 02
71. Do you have a DVD player? several
72. Name a famous tennis player? llyeton
73. Have you got any sisters or brothers? 2 brothlies
74. Have you done your homework? most of it
75. Are you sick of answering yet? yes

THE USUAL
FULL NAME: ellen mcgettigan
DOB: 17/08/88
EYE COLOR: blue
HAIR COLOR: verging blonde
AGE: 15
WHERE YOU WHERE BORN: sandy melb
INNY/ OUTY, LEFTY/RIGHTY: inny righty
SHORT/LONG HAIR: kinda long
SKIN COLOR: caucasian
FAV. WAY OF DRESS: comfortable interesting and attractive its hard to mix the 3
MAKE-UP OR NONE: none save for spesh occas
GRADE: 10
MOM'S NAME: terese
DAD'S NAME: seamus
BROTHERS/ SISTERS NAMES AND AGES: michael 19 peter 17
FAV. COLOR: green and varies

EVER
CUSSED? randomly
SKIPPID SCHOOL? not really
HIT SOMEONE FORCEFULLY? not deliberately
BEEN ON A SUBWAY? um...train
CHEATED ON A TEST? not seriously
SEEN "ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK" when i have erks yes
TAUGHT A LITTLE KID A CUSS WORD? yes
THROWN ANYTHING AT A MOVING CAR? probably
SMASHED SOMEONES HALLOWEEN PUMPKIN? haha once
EGGED SOMEONES HOUSE? no
ROLLED SOMEONES HOUSE? no
GOTTEN A COMPUTER VIRUS? 57 three days ago
HOW DID YOU GET RID OF IT? comp shop
BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT? not seriously
LAUGHTED SO HARD YOU CRYED? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
KISSED SOMEONE? yes
MISSED SOMEONG? yes
FAILED A TEST? no
FLUNKED A GRADE? np
MADE AN F ON YOUR REPORT CARD? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING YOU THOUGHT WAS REALLY UGLY B/C SOMEONE THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE OR LOOKED GOOD ON YOU? yes
LIED ABOUT WHAT YOU THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONES HAIR-CUT OR NEW ITEM OF CLOTHING? not often
HIT AN ANIMAL IN THE ROAD? WHAT WAS IT? no
BEEN TO ALTERNATIVE? fwah. probably
OFFICE? ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES SINCE YOU STARTED SCHOOL? dubya...
FAVORITE/ LEAST FAVORITE CAR? not sure definately nothing with a spoiler
WHO DO YOU SIT WITH AT LUNCH? me besties
DO YOU THINK JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS HOT OR NOT? kinda hottish but failed
WHO GAVE YOU A VALENTINE CARD THIS YEAR? kinda barda
FAVORITE SHOES YOU OWN? boots
WHAT INSTRUMENT DO YOU PLAY? OR WISH YOU DID? everything, wait i kinda steer aware from brass instruments
ARE YOU THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO WHOULD SCREAM "NO, I WILL NOT MAKE OUT WITH YOU" IN A QUIET PLACE? yes
WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR? brown, green, blue
WHAT SENT BODY SPRAY DO YOU USE? um my deod
FAVORITE COOKIE? anzac and or triple choc
DO YOU GET INTO MUSIC? HOW? oh yeah, on the ground in an undead state of obsorbtion
DO YOU CUSS IN FRONT OF YOUR PARENTS? rarely
DESCRIBE YOUR ROOM? sup there
WHAT DO YOU WEAR WHEN YOU "DRESS UP"? somethin nice
FAVORITE GUYS COLOGIN? natural, but just norm stuff nothing over powering
WHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS? WHY? ma besties, megs, lize,ska and jes
HOW MANY POSTERS DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR WALL? WHAT ARE THEY OF? pics of friends is all
SOME INSIDE JOKES BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS? numeral
WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD HAVE THAT SOMEONE ELES HAS? cons and money and an ipod
FAVORITE TV SHOWS? will and grace and queer as folk at the mo
HOW MANY PICTURES DO YOU HAVE POSTED IN YOUR ROOM? onloy of friends
WHO DO YOU LOOK LIKE? ummm..you tell me
WHAT SPORTS TEAM ARE YOU ON? the ellen is cool team, but tehres no I in team
ABOUT WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED ON SCHOOL NIGHTS? WEEKENDS? school - 9 30 w/e - 1
IN WHAT CLASS DO YOU HAVE THE MOST HOT GIRLS/ GUYS IN? um... none
WHO ARE THE RUDEST PEOPLE YOU KNOW? couldnt tell, alot of people

RANDOM STUFF
WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU STUB YOUR TOE? angry noises
DO YOU STILL GO TRICK OR TREATING? never did
DO YOUR EYES CHANGE COLORS? no
DO YOU BELIVE WE LANDED ON THE MOON? sure why not
SPIT OUT A LYRIC FOR ME AND TELL ME WHO SINGS IT AND WHAT SONG IT IS? there we were in south baton where women were men and men were wrong - jack johnson holes to heaven
NAME SOMEONE WHO ANNOYS YOU THE MOST, WHY? many many people
WHAT DO YOU DO ABOUT IT? get angry and quiet
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU GET HOME? eat and eat and eat
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW? pants and jumber
WHAT IS IN YOUR POCKET? nothing
WHAT TIME IS IT? 8 16
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE NEW? waht they look like and how interesting or interested they are
A NAME THAT PEOPLE CALL YOU THAT TICKS YOU OFF? not sure
WHO HAS THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU? many people grr
HAVE ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS/PEOPLE YOU KNOW HAD A BABY WHILE THEY WERE TEENAGES? yes
EVER DONE POT? no
HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU KNOW LIKE THIS? oh about 21
AROUND HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU OWN? many but not that many like compared
ABOUT HOW MANY PIECES OF CLOTHING DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR CLOSET THAT YOU ACTUALLY WEAR? heaps and heap wear it all and there are about 30 maybe
WHAT SONG IS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD? the one im listening to or tipsy
DO YOU SMOKE? no
WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU DRANK BEER/WINE/SHOTS/POPPERS WELL YOU GET THE IDEA? last night

FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ABOUT GUYS
PUNK OR PREP? both if they can pull it off
SPORTY OF COMPUTER DUDE? both but the comp guy should have social skills at least not all computer, most people will plug me sporty but youd be surprised
HAIRY OR SMOOTH? both depending
WHAT RELIGION? well considering the jews, dont know if ill go back but it doenst bother me
HAIR COLOR? anything
TEETH COLOR? clean
EYES? any something mesmerising
CAR OR TRUCK car but i quite like, utes vans and things not cars but not trucks
COLOR OR CAR/TRUCK? meh
SPORT HE'D PLAY? anything possibly not soccer
BOXERS OR BRIEFS? preferably boxers
TAN OR FAIR? either if they can pull it off nice
FRECKLES OR NONE? don’t care

mani cant believe i did that soooooooooooooooo incredibly bored

mmhmm

2004-07-05T12:01:12Z

sup? went to laser force today that was soo much fun but the shotting area coulda been larger and i coulda got a base at least once, but nah the blue team dominated second round thanks to awesome tactics!
im a little weirded, two days ago david was telling me he is planning on never speaking to him again but then that was just cause his woman never called him and now hes all inviting me to his place with some other friends on friday which should be alright but the first time i woulda hung out with him in awhile.
formal is soon though i have no idea when its either the 23rd the 28th or possibly the 30th, i reckon 23rd though but is till dont gots no shoes,
made new friend, div, shes pretty cool but hard to understand as strong hebrew accent but she earns some points,
i miss all my girls but should have fun times neither the less
love youse all